The saddest word
in the whole wide world
is the word almost.
He was almost in love.
She was almost good for him.
He almost stopped her.
She almost waited.
He almost lived.
They almost made it.
"I’m not sure if I’m depressed. I mean, I’m not exactly sad. But I’m not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, But sometimes when I’m alone at night I forget how to feel."
"You grow up and you aren’t what
you said you wanted to be.
You grow up and you want to start
all over again.
They took away the dance in you
and they laughed when you tried to bring the music back.
So you paint pictures in gasoline
and wait for the fire.
So you wait for somebody to show up
and find empty doorways.
So you call your mother and almost tell
her about the monster under your bed,
how it won’t stop growling even
after the sun comes up.
This is what is left.
And the years go on and you almost
think you aren’t going to get better.
You almost think that whatever
has it’s claws in you won’t let go.
But the bruises melt back into your skin
and the broken limbs heal
and your hands find each other
again and again until
that feeling of loneliness
was just an aching dream you
had a few years back
that you can only remember
but never enough for it to stay."
"There comes a time when you have to stop crossing oceans for people who wouldn’t even jump in puddles for you."
Hahahahhahahaha putspa idol
Masakit man aminin, di maalis sa isipan.
No other name like Jesus.
5000 friends on Facebook, 1500 on twitter, 1000 on Tumblr, 1000 on Instagram, 500 at your wedding, 5 during hard times, 2 at your burial, and alone in your grave. Reality.
Hindi ako makapagconcentrate sa kwarto ko kasi natetempt akong matulog. Hindi ako makapagconcentrate sa salas kasi bukas ang tv. Hindi rin sa terrace kasi mainit. Sa duyan dapat ako gagawa ng script kaso nakatambay sis-in-law ko. So nadito ako sa kusina. Walang istorbo, walang magulo tapos mahangin pa. Maaabnoy na ako sa paggawa ng script. Story na bibigyan ng iba’t ibang twists and versions. Oh my gahd!
Binabaog ako ng mga gawain sa school. Dammit!